It's Over!!!

Finally exams are over right now. Huh..such a tiring stuff going to school on a sunny Saturday to face Biology, Physics and Additional Maths exam. It was tough like crazy. I'm not expecting anything great or even good for this exam (UK 1 aka Ujian Kemajuan 1). But I'm glad that at least I've tried my best. I felt a little disappointed about my Bio because if I tried harder to memorise it yesterday I might have answer a few questions without facing difficulties. Last night I slept at 12 midnight - not because of burning the midnight oil, but to watch the bahas competition on tv. Haha. It was really interesting to see the contestants from China, Cambodia, Russia, etc. performing their speeches in BM. Cool..

So because of that I didn't really study my Bio and Physics. And I'm really afraid to face the fact of my results next week. I should have read more about deviation. Now it's too late too regret. I targeted to get D7 for my Chemistry and before looking at the Add Maths paper, I targeted C6. I shouldn't have targeted to high for that. One question for 12 marks? That made me insane just now.

I think and feel that I'm just like a small dwarf in my class now. Form 3 life was way too relaxing. We had time to have a little bit of fun. Now everybody's serious and when I try to be playful even a little bit, I feel a sense of gulit in myself. I've tried my best to understand about all those complicating stuff. Huh.

I never got a D grade before. I'm feeling quite scared right now. Is it going to be the frist time this Tuesday? Oh no...

Rather than making myself feeling so down and gloomy, I listened to some songs in Youtube, and this one really caught my attention! ^^

I'm Okay..

Nothing to be worried about. I'm okay. I guess today is really a nice day.

Problems become big just when you think too much of it.

So I don't want to think about anything..

^_^

The Previous Title Have Nothing to Do With Ex-3 Mawar Crews 2008

You guys are my bestest friends Forever (+ you guys too, Miss Z n Miss R) XD. Nothing can replace the value of true friendship that we have. Just remember one thing, When you guys hurt, I'm also hurt. (Nai Jeb Chun Jeb - D2B)

Just trying to tell that the previous post wasn't something regarding you guys. I'm just afraid that anyone of you will misunderstood.

Everything is Screwed Up

The title explains it all. My feeling damn hurts right now. I'm tired of everything. Someone is hurting me, and I don't know if she realised about it. I hate it when a person hurts me. Maybe she doesn't know about it, but right now I know that you'll read this sooner or later. Please stop everything. Just stop what you did, I mean don't repeat it. I'm not born to hate anyone, but when a person hurts me, it makes me impatient. I'm not starting a fight, I just want to make things right. (Taken from the lyrics of "Enough" - Silly Fools.)

Exams are just around the corner, and I'm tired of everything. The pressure keeps on chasing me. I'm just too tired and confused.

(currently listening to Cheewit Thee Khad Thur by Pup Potato) This song gives me a strong feeling of dissapointment.

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Nothing's so special so I don't know what should I state here. Lots of homeworks to be completed, my Physics report isn't completed yet, tests are just around the corner..Form 4 life is such a stressful life. Can't imagine a day without homeworks. Huh.

I've got something in my head right now, a short story. Kinda something that we can find in Antologi Anak Laut. I love the short stories in that book, I don't know why. Now that it's great to have something in my head which I compose every night before sleep. Weird me. When I have extra time maybe I'll write out the synopsis. Unfortunately I'm bad in writing Cerpen.

Can't wait for the March holidays!

Ah, one more thing. I'm thinking of making a new blog about Thai actors / lakorns for fans in Malaysia. Maybe it'll be in BM. Still thinking about it..those who thinks this idea is good, feel free to comment.

Got to go..