Feb

I've just realised that tomorrow is the last day of February, and I actually haven't blogged about anything here for this month.

A lot of things had happened, obviously. But I guess none of those things gave me the urge to blog here.

The other blog is still pretty much alive. So far I'm enjoying what I'm doing there. It's like a place where I can practise writing about the thing I'm currently so in love in. And that subsequently gives me the opportunity to practise writing in general.

Since the last blog post many changes had occured. I was recently elected as the president of English Club in my college, a position I didn't wish for, to be honest. I wanted to be vice president because I know I'm a lazyass and I hate being responsible and most of the time I am hesitant in making decisions. But then it's rather rude to decline, and at the same time I do want to lead a club of a subject that I am very passionate at, so yeah I guess it's time to learn about being a responsible leader once again.

Apart from that things aren't as grand as I'd expect them to be. Subjects this semester seem fun but I'm still not gaining any momentum in feeling excited about classes. I'm crawling through my reading challenge, for reasons I don't know why.

And my favourite bus, the Spaceship has been gone for more than 50 days, which is something that saddens me so much. At night I lie awake and wonder about its sudden disappearance, and life has never been the same again.

As we enter the new month of March I don't know what to expect. I'm feeling very lazy about assignments and life in general. There's nothing much to look forward to, and library adventures are getting pretty old. Things appear to not change as days go by, but I do know how things are actually changing so minutely that sometimes you do not realise about this. And then suddenly they're gone, just like Spaceship, just like my motivation in reading, just like how my hair grows and will be trimmed again in a few months' time, just like how my cat is ageing and there's an infection in her eyes and I worry about her, just like how my laptop is so laggy and might be dead anytime this year, just like all things, people, and places in my life right now. It's a sad, sad life. But oh well, just look at how two months flew by just like that and how we step into the unknown anyway because that's just the way it goes.