I'm Okay..

Nothing to be worried about. I'm okay. I guess today is really a nice day.

Problems become big just when you think too much of it.

So I don't want to think about anything..

^_^

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You guys are my bestest friends Forever (+ you guys too, Miss Z n Miss R) XD. Nothing can replace the value of true friendship that we have. Just remember one thing, When you guys hurt, I'm also hurt. (Nai Jeb Chun Jeb - D2B)

Just trying to tell that the previous post wasn't something regarding you guys. I'm just afraid that anyone of you will misunderstood.

Everything is Screwed Up

The title explains it all. My feeling damn hurts right now. I'm tired of everything. Someone is hurting me, and I don't know if she realised about it. I hate it when a person hurts me. Maybe she doesn't know about it, but right now I know that you'll read this sooner or later. Please stop everything. Just stop what you did, I mean don't repeat it. I'm not born to hate anyone, but when a person hurts me, it makes me impatient. I'm not starting a fight, I just want to make things right. (Taken from the lyrics of "Enough" - Silly Fools.)

Exams are just around the corner, and I'm tired of everything. The pressure keeps on chasing me. I'm just too tired and confused.

(currently listening to Cheewit Thee Khad Thur by Pup Potato) This song gives me a strong feeling of dissapointment.

No Updates

Nothing's so special so I don't know what should I state here. Lots of homeworks to be completed, my Physics report isn't completed yet, tests are just around the corner..Form 4 life is such a stressful life. Can't imagine a day without homeworks. Huh.

I've got something in my head right now, a short story. Kinda something that we can find in Antologi Anak Laut. I love the short stories in that book, I don't know why. Now that it's great to have something in my head which I compose every night before sleep. Weird me. When I have extra time maybe I'll write out the synopsis. Unfortunately I'm bad in writing Cerpen.

Can't wait for the March holidays!

Ah, one more thing. I'm thinking of making a new blog about Thai actors / lakorns for fans in Malaysia. Maybe it'll be in BM. Still thinking about it..those who thinks this idea is good, feel free to comment.

Got to go..

Add Maths is Fun!

Yesterday for the first time in February I managed to complete my Add Maths homework - yeay! This time I did all the questions! COMPLETELY. XD

What a Day!

I guess today is really fun. The teacher didn't come in for Bio and we had 1 period of waiting outside the lab without doing nothing. Then, we had 3 periods of English lesson - I mean a really fun one. Huh, I don't know why I like English very much. It's so cool! Today we had a game of "chained words". And one more thing - it's between MONKEY group and DONKEY group. It was hilarious. Before that Miss XX asked us not to shout or feel over-excited! [We were the monkeys, and we won the game!]

My happiness ended during Add Maths class when I couldn't understand a thing. I felt like crying. But luckily I didn't.

What's worse is that there are loads of homeworks to be completed today, and tomorrow we have to go to school. Oh no..

Things I Did This Weekend..

- Changed the G string of my kapok, yesterday
- Printed the tabs for Canon Rock (What a big ridiculous dream)
- Listened to my fav Thai songs (Kow Chet Num Tah-Clash, etc.)
- Typed some entries in this blog with in a very high speed because I'm fearing that I won't be able to complete my homeworks
- Took a nap for a few hours
- Completed my rumusan for BM
- And bla..bla..bla which I couldn't remember.


To sum up with this stuff..
After reading this, DO YOU THINK THAT I'VE DONE SOMETHING USEFUL? XD

School Stuff

School? Oh no..I can't feel the enjoyment in learning right now. Yeah, I laugh along when teachers make jokes. I get a little bit of crazy with friends. But I still think that something's wrong. Something is wrong.

My daily stuff at school goes like this:
~ Arrive at school @ about 5.59 am
~ Enter the class in a very dark condition. (After a long road from the main gate and several steps of stairs which I guess made me fit for 'exercising' everyday.
~ Again, the switch will not work. (I don't know what's the matter) and I have to wait for Mr. Oliver to check the problem at the main switch inside our neighbouring classroom. This happens almost everyday.
~ Walk through the corridor without any reason because I'm afraid I might scare the next person entering the classroom in the dark.
~ If there is Add Maths on that day, HA. Surely I'll take out my Add Maths homework which I didn't complete because I was too lazy the day before.
~ Then, I'll keep doing it (sometimes other homeworks too) until it fills the area of my desk. That bothering boring work will continue until the first-period teacher enters the class. If it's my Maths and form teacher, I'll have to accept a statement which sounds like - "Aih, homeworks are supposed to be completed at home ah..", that sentence had hit my eardrums for two times and I guess I'm still expecting for more.
~ Class as usual. Sometimes (or most of the time) we go to the lab. Always late for Bio, my other classmates are just the same .
~ If it's Physics before recess, what's in my mind is just - recess, recess, recess.
~ Recess is just too short. Huh.
~Bla, bla and bla. Can't wait to go back home and take a nap in the evening.

Another Goodbye

Aih, aih, aih...why are there always goodbyes? Last week I shared with you guys the story of one of my friend, Chris who is transferring to another 'high-ranked' school. Huh. And now it's gonna be Zera..

That's it - the life of a Form 4 student. Friends follow different paths, life gets very busy and you feel a sense of guilt when you want to have only a little fun with friends. Seeing others struggling so hard - you get the creepy feeling of fearing you'll be left behind. (That's what I'm encountering right now).

Time flies so fast. It seems like yesterday we were having fun during Post PMR Programme. Huh. I was never really close to her, but I'm glad that I have a good friend like Zera. I still remember she helped me a lot with the class curtains last year when I was the ACM. XD

Hope that you'll enjoy your new school, Zera! All the best. Like they say, Friends are forever! :)