Heart Attacks. No More.

Well hello. First question: did I survive? Yes I did. That's why I'm here, in the middle of the night morning rambling about nothing. Yeah nothing.

I was quite shocked to see that this is my second entry for this month. As you can see, the more time you have, the more you tend to waste it. I mean I, not you. Second question: did I survive? Yes I did. I survived both being rejected and accepted this month. And here I am glad to say:

NO MORE HEART ATTACKS! Finally!

...for the time being, I guess. Don't ask me what I'm talking about because I'm aware that I am only talking to myself. I blog to talk to myself. Really.

p/s: Currently reading Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. Yeah I know I'm so left behind.

Back to Business

Or is it "Back to Buzyness"?

Whatever it is, YEAH this holiday is on the verge of ending. Let's see the negative side:

I haven't mastered fingerstyle guitar.
I only managed to finish reading a few books.
My bedroom looks way better before SPM.
I cannot remember a single thing about Bio/Chem/Phy/Add Maths (and probably Maths too)
I cannot force myself to sleep early.
My so-called project didn't even start.

Positive side:
Most probably gained weight.
...and seriously I can't think of any other things under this category.

Heart attack is still attacking.

I Feel Like Blogging Today

I'm getting lazy again although actually I have some things to blog about. Yeah, everyday is like usual - sleeping during the oddest hours, being an owl every night...my biological clock is soooo cacat-ed right now.

I hope I'll be able to adapt myself well and change back to normal when I continue my studies. I guess this holiday is damaging my brain cells. Eh wait, I am the one who's damaging my own brain cells.

Everyone is moving forward with their life now. I'm currently writing a song about my previous entry, "Moving Forward, Looking Back". Lacking inspiration right now. I can't even sit in front of my study table to think/read/do nothing for more than 15 minutes now. Bad sign.

It is actually so embarrassing to think that my blog is dying each and every day. I don't have the mood to blog anymore. For the sake of updating, here, let me share some latest pics from my 2.0MP handphone camera. Laugh.

I call this photo: Uncertainty

I have a vision. Haha. Lame.

PHEWs and Heart Attacks

I will survive

APRIL is the month of heart attacks. You don't believe me? Well, when is the month that makes you feel relieved, then a week later, worried, then the cycle just can't stop. I seriously hate this feeling. It's deceiving my mental state.

Next week I bet I'll be having another heart attack after this afternoon I can slightly whisper a phew~ I do pray that the heart attack will be a good one. Wait, since when is a heart attack categorized as good? Yes, it can be good. A good shock. A good heart attack. Sounds synonymous.

Aha. (or ngahaha - I'm sooo in the mood of using this word).

Tweets on Blog

For some reason, twitter is cool, but isn't it weird if I tweet a lot when no one is reading? Like...when I have a few followers and my account is private. It's funny. Yep, I'm referring to myself :D

That's why I love Facebook - because when you type out what's on your mind? there is a higher probability that people (I mean friends?) will like your status or even leave a comment. Attention seeker? Probably.

However, I still love my blog because it's my own space. I can write anything without even caring whether there are readers or not. Whether people love it or not. And most importantly, (I don't know what else to say now).

DO NOT INTERRUPT ME

These are the things I'd probably tweet about if I was a Twitter freak:

• Revisited the school. For the second time in this month aha.
• "Don't worry, teacher. I love this school". Well, I am not lying :D
• As time comes ticking by I start to realise there's nothing left to do, but turn my back and walk away from you :( - Silly Fools, "Enough".
• After 4 months of holiday, I think I've developed ADHD. Can't concentrate.
• I'm getting lazy to blog. Life is getting busier lately.

Now please allow my to sleep. Good night.

p/s: don't get me wrong, I was studying about something just now and decided to sneak into blogger muahaha (lame excuse).