It's Friday!

Finally here comes another Friday.

Things didn't get so cool in school. Fortunately I was able to cope with all of those trivial things. I have to admit it's tiring. It feels like it's never ending. Climbing up the stairs to the 3rd floor five days in a week for a few times a day is enough to burn my calories. The rest, I'm sure you know about it. Yes, it's tiring, but I always say to myself. THIS is the TRUE meaning of going to school. Yeah! (Now that sounds funny to me).

I joined ISCF again today. Something that I missed for about one and a half year. I'm glad that I did so. I find peace in mind and new hopes. In one hour, my anger, my already-composed-in-my-head blog post about how I feel cranky and angry about X, completely vanished. Mr. Song is excellent in sharing God's words. He's one of the teachers who I truly admire.

Jamming in the class was great, eventhough later there was an interruption. I sang my voice out for Suci Dalam Debu, who cares if my fellow classmates think that I'm gila. It's just too fun that I can't resist to do so.

The best thing about today is the jualan koperasi or so-called mega sale! Oh you never know how much I love the food there.

That sums up my Friday for this week.

...and oh, have I told you that I'll have to go to school tomorrow?
This adventure seems to be endless.

[In the mood of listening to Endless Love, the best English song ever!]

Too Stressed...Too Serious

Not me.
At least I'm (almost) perfectly happy (at this moment). [Yeah, like in Skunk's song, "Stench"].

A really challenging week, I have to say. Gah~ I don't know how long will I make it or even survive in this situation. Now I think Endure in Silence is all about complaints regarding someone being too serious. No, I would not like that to happen. However, sadly, I don't know to who should I express these thoughts and opinions. Express it to a friend in school, people will say I'm gossiping. Keep it in my head, I'll surely be insane. So here I am.

(After taking a plate of rice + chicken curry).

Now allow me to continue. "That person" is too serious. Extremely. I don't know what to do.

Ah, just forget about it.
I don't want to end up having a bad relationship with this person.
It's just the way "that person" is.
How I hope "that person" takes some time to relax. It's not that difficult to do so.

We're just 17. That's what matters most.

[What a very unhealthy lifestyle, eating in front of the pc].

Secretary

Haha. Seems to be my luck this year.

My Achievements This Week

- didn't touch and play my guitar for 3 days (Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday)

- didn't sing / listen to a Thai song for 2 days (I think so)

- didn't take an evening nap for 3 days. The 4th day for only 30 mins. Quite okay I guess.

- completed my Add Maths homework (except 2 questions that I could not answer) without doing a single bit in class the other day.

- went to bed at 9.45pm for 3 days, after finishing ALL my homework.

Yeah, this challenge is cool. Next time let it be "for 5 days". ^^

Rain

I am not talking about that Korean dude. I'm talking about the real rain.

It rained a lot these past few days. Nights are so cold. I felt lazy to get up of bed to face the shower. Sadly it's not holiday time anymore now. If it still is, I'll be probably sleeping for the whole day. Classes were gloomy. Voices of teachers sinked in the sound of the downpour. I can't remember on which day it started to rain early in the morning, and oh, I hate walking in the rain as early as 6.20am.

Yesterday my shoes were soaked when I was on my way to the volleyball club meeting. I had to dry 'em up under the fan last night. One of my teachers said it's gonna rain for 3 days, but luckily it didn't. It didn't rain today!

On the first day it was raining in the morning, I remembered about Seasons Change. I remembered Boyd's song. Then I suddenly felt a sense of appreciation towards the rain. The song is so true. Here's the chorus:

Just put up with the time when it is drizzling

At least it enables us to see the differences

By the time the rain has subsided, the sky will brighten up and make us realise

To what extent it is worthwhile to be awaiting

Credits to ethaimusic.com

Come On...

...Do You Really Have to be THAT Serious??

Dedicated to someone I know. Oh boy, why can't certain people just relax a little bit rather than yelling at others, telling others the right thing to do, repeating the same things over and over again almost everyday and etc. etc. Gah!~

I am not complaining. I am certainly not judging. I only want to see happy faces, not gloomy ones standing in front of someone with a frown on his face. Yes, to be serious is good. I agree with that, but what's wrong of doing something happily? The truth is, when I look at people, I think a lot. You may not know, but a simple smile or a brief "hi!" really make my day, but when people are angry, I don't really enjoy it. When other people are smiling (without anything to do with me), I feel that life is wonderful. Haha, sounds nuts. Now YOU judge me.

This is my final year of schooling. Since I watched "My Boss My Hero" (the one in Japanese version), I've always think about school optimistically. Why can't others think so? School is supposed to be fun, whether you feel damn exhausted at times, whether you broke the rules accidentally or purposely, whether you got criticized over trivial matters, whether everyone or everything seems to go against you. This is what I call the fun part of school life. You never realise that you will grow wiser and stronger after a certain level.

So let's just conclude this as a challenge. Challenges are vital. Let people yell in front of you, the main point is just do what you should do with true dedication. You won't walk away empty-handed, at least. You learn something precious - patience.

I don't usually have the guts to voice out any of my thoughts. If I did so in the past, it must be silly mistakes. I'm not the same. Maybe I've been disrespectful to some people in the past. What matters most is NOW. I've learnt a lot about patience. I think I feel an improvement in my inner self. I endure in silence outside, but not in this blog of mine.

Peace.

(I've gone way too far from the main title).

One Week Later...

My first week going to school this week. Five tiring days, more and more tiring days to come (for sure). I still can't fight the temptation to take a nap every evening and I hate how I still can't avoid myself from it. Let's move on to the next big stuff: my results...

Oh Add Maths..Add Maths. Do I have to mention about it? EST and English made my day, Chemistry remains and maintains as always - a steady B. Bio was just okay, not too bad, but not so good. Physics with a slight penurunan (to make things easy, I am not a dictionary, and I can't find an English word for that inside my brain chambers, by the way if a brain really has chambers). Gah~. Maths, as always. I hope it stays like that forever. Okay. What else? Ah, Sejarah. (I want to make this extra fast so let us move on to the next story).

Oho, today's spot-check was hilarious. It's funny how people expected things to happen the other way round. Then after class I stayed back to help a little on class decorations/cleaning up. Deep inside my heart, I did think that it'll be way fun if I just don't attend this stuff (like some other friends) but the truth is, it's no harm helping out your classmates, don't you think so? After all the outcome is for all of the people in the class, including myself. So we became Cinderellas, wiping and scrubbing the walls (not the floor) full of shoe-prints. Way better than running out of budget to buy paint, I guess.

I can't help myself from forgetting this term created by our History teacher:- "galus". A sweet combination of "gagal-lulus", meaning those on the borderline. Perhaps you guys have already known this term but for me, wah, what a cool term that is.

I guess I have to go now. Gotta hit the books, esp my Add Maths book - tonnes of homework on Maths and Add Maths. See you guys probably next week, or the following week, or whenever I feel free to blog. Gah~

First Post for 2010

First of all, Happy New Year to all readers.

Tomorrow I'm going to school to register for the next school term which will start on the 4th. I don't feel excited at all, not as always. Gah~

I don't have anything to say, so goodbye for now.