The Wednesday

Was it a Wednesday or the Wednesday?

It has been a tradition for bloggers to go frenzy posting about their SPM results. I've read a lot of blog entries (yeah I blogsearched a lot) about experiences of others regarding their results day. I don't know to categorise it as showing off or sharing stories. Well I prefer the latter.

I didn't really sleep well last night. I only managed to sleep at 3am after 2 hours of rolling. Woke up early, took a pretty long shower, and took up the decision to dress to impress. I've never been so nervous in my life. Yet. The nervousness was worse than sitting for the exam itself.

Went to school at 9.45 after minutes of nagging my parents. I was obviously both excited and nervous at the same time. It's great to meet again with my buddies, Eppy, Ann and Jas. Plus the rest of the classmates. Guys looked the same. Aldrin had a slightly long hair which was awesome because I never saw him like that. Some had dyed their hair a bit. I can't remember who.

Waiting was not torturing. We saw our English teacher, Miss Roseline and I went frenzy. She congratulated me so I knew there must be something good with my English paper. We also greeted Mr. Lee who was in a rush to enter class.

Now I realise why those people in TV cry when taking their results. I thought they were a bunch of show-offs who forced themselves to cry HAHA. I was wrong. I cried too. I didn't realise I was crying in front of many people. So embarrassing. The first thought which crossed my mind was, phew, thank God, I mad my parents happy. Actually I couldn't sleep last night because of thinking about my parents. The fear. You know lah.

It wasn't a happy ending some of my friends, but it wasn't an ending after all. This is just the beginning. I feel a tinge of guilt that I'm so happy now. The future is still unpredictable. One thing's for sure, God has plans for me. I'll continue to do my best. This is the beginning. This is the beginning.

Hello world?

Sick

I am literally sick waiting for the results

Flu

Flu flu go away,
I want to take my results on Wednesday.

Thinking of You

I'm thinking too much about you lately. I even think that I'll be able to write a song about you. Almost every night I think about you. I can't wait to see you, but in the same time I'm nervous too.

Results. WHEN will you come out??

(Really) Fast Update

First of all, I am not on-lining for fun.

Add Maths Project work leaves a huge impact in my brain. I feel the stresssssss of doing this kind of stuff which I pretty much enjoyed during my junior secondary days. Yeah, the folio days.

Okay, so my project work is pretty much 65% completed. I missed my evening nap. I'm here in front of the laptop just browsing stuffs of Add Maths. Well, now I realise the Internet has its own advantages after all.

School has been great the past few days. A lot of laughter and jokes after 3 weeks not seeing each other. My worries for Mid - Year Exam has ended, all of the papers have been returned. As usual my lowest mark still goes to Add Maths and ironically my highest mark goes to Maths. My English essay was not as bad as I thought it was going to be. It turned out that my teacher liked the story hahaha. I fact my English marks was better than my BM marks.

I played basketball last Monday - something I really wanted to do after all the days of cramming. Now that the MYE has passed, I have a greater agenda next. Trials on August. Let's just wait and see - and give out the best too.

As I said just now, this is a really fast update.

*Sigh*

Back to school tomorrow. No more sleeping at 4am.

The worst thing is that I will have to say hello to my Mid Year Exam results. There's no other feeling similar to this. The fear, the oh-no-what-will-I-get-for-AddMaths feeling is creeping inside me. Well, I am so not worrying about stuffs like Add Maths and Chemistry because now it feels like I'm used to it. What I worry most is my English essay. Honestly, I'm not ready to see that paper.

My hopes after this is that to speed up my progress because SPM is getting closer and closer to me. No more running away like I used to do when I was in Form 4. I have to admit, I ran away when I couldn't understand anything. Now, I know some teachers might think it's impossible for people like me to still dream for 10A+. But the word impossible is only inside the dictionary of fools, so now with hope and determination, and also faith - this second term I will take out the best of me. I'll strive to do the best. I'll struggle to see the progress, but at the same I'll enjoy my final moments of schooldays.

Don't get me wrong. I was not on-lining. Someone left the laptop vacant, so I took the chance to update my blog for the final time this holiday.

Bye for now.

One Week Later...

My first week going to school this week. Five tiring days, more and more tiring days to come (for sure). I still can't fight the temptation to take a nap every evening and I hate how I still can't avoid myself from it. Let's move on to the next big stuff: my results...

Oh Add Maths..Add Maths. Do I have to mention about it? EST and English made my day, Chemistry remains and maintains as always - a steady B. Bio was just okay, not too bad, but not so good. Physics with a slight penurunan (to make things easy, I am not a dictionary, and I can't find an English word for that inside my brain chambers, by the way if a brain really has chambers). Gah~. Maths, as always. I hope it stays like that forever. Okay. What else? Ah, Sejarah. (I want to make this extra fast so let us move on to the next story).

Oho, today's spot-check was hilarious. It's funny how people expected things to happen the other way round. Then after class I stayed back to help a little on class decorations/cleaning up. Deep inside my heart, I did think that it'll be way fun if I just don't attend this stuff (like some other friends) but the truth is, it's no harm helping out your classmates, don't you think so? After all the outcome is for all of the people in the class, including myself. So we became Cinderellas, wiping and scrubbing the walls (not the floor) full of shoe-prints. Way better than running out of budget to buy paint, I guess.

I can't help myself from forgetting this term created by our History teacher:- "galus". A sweet combination of "gagal-lulus", meaning those on the borderline. Perhaps you guys have already known this term but for me, wah, what a cool term that is.

I guess I have to go now. Gotta hit the books, esp my Add Maths book - tonnes of homework on Maths and Add Maths. See you guys probably next week, or the following week, or whenever I feel free to blog. Gah~

Results

Kehkeh~
What used to be B or C turned out to be an A.
What used to be a steady A turned out to be a C.

Comments?

Bio = Biol

I am not frustrated. I am not horribly depressed. I am trying to smile. Because my Bio marks are laughing at me. Hah-hah. (Gotta understand Thai language to comprehend what I mean).

*think positive, think positive* - whispering to myself.

To Physics With Love

Man, you really made my day. Never expected Physics is this fun. Finally, I am able to smile during Physics class. Sounds insane.