Do You Still Remember?

OK, time for flashbacks. Again.

I can't remember when was the last time I read a novel since the holiday started. However, I still remember one of my new year resolutions, ehem, which is to read more - so I picked up a book again yesterday. It was all because of the rain and thunder (and lightning?) which kept me away from the cyber world laptop/tv/earphones. I could not sleep even though it was 1am so I thought reading would be a great idea.

You might be guessing what I read. Does this ring any bells to you?

I was crazy about this when I was a little kid. I was told that I ruined a video tape (yes, video tape) of this movie belonging to my neighbour due to over-watching. Poor neighbour. I can't believe I was that evil.

Wait, I think I ruined the video tape of the first sequel. Whatever.
(p/s: that lil guy looked cute. Too bad he grew up not so handsome).

8 pages containing pictures. Helped me to remember some scenes LOL

Like any other books in my room, this one is a 3rd hand one. You don't want to see the proof to my statement, don't you? Books are just too expensive here.

Internet Addict?

I didn't go online for 2 days and I felt terrible, so I guess I am one internet addict. To prove this statement, I'll tell you the signs I suffered when not going online.

1. Acute boredom.
2. Depression.
3. Oversleeping.

Well, I was wrong. I did an online test just now and found out that I'm just an "average on-line user" - which is one good sign.

Sorry for the simple post. Currently watching College Road Trip haha :)

Desperate for Jokes

I thought I wanted to share this as a facebook status but later changed my mind haha. If you're desperate for something funny to laugh at and you don't even have any comic books/comedy movies, I've found out a simple step.

Just read the comments on YouTube or any entertainment blog.

Oh my, they're just funny. I can spend a very long time reading comments on YouTube videos. They're just too hilarious! Hahahahihihihoho~

People

Tonight I choose to talk about people. (Wah, very formal intro).

I'm an average person when it comes to social skills. I don't hate blending around with people, but I do feel awkward when I meet people for the first time and communicate with them. If the person is friendly and talkative, it's not that bad. I wait for people to talk to me first, and I'm not the type of person who has the guts to walk around and say hi randomly to people I meet for the first time.

I don't consider myself as a friendly person. I takes a very long time for me to get used to someone and joke around with them. Reflecting back my school life, there were like only some people who I get pretty comfortable blending around with - and these people are those who I have known for one or two years. Those who I remember as friends are those who had at least left a good memory with me by what they have done - it doesn't matter how big or small it was, what matters most are the smiles and laughter. After some time, I can get pretty talkative to some people - it just depends on the time and person.

For me, dealing with people is difficult. Sometimes different people just seem to make you feel angry intentionally. I had a bad experience a few years ago. Words did make me hurt. Over the years, when I think back, it's just nothing. One person is just so different from the others and that difference causes people to either fight or blend well. I don't really care if a person is very different from me, as long as she's nice to me.

If you ask me why am I talking about this, I have the answer. Dealing with people will be one of the greatest challenges I'll face soon. There's a probability that I'll be away from home soon - well, I'm not very certain about that but it's good to prepare a good mindset early. Leaving school life also means meeting with new people you don't even know. Honestly, I feel a bit uneasy.

To wrap everything up, here's something to share:
People may not remember exactly what you did, or what you said, but they will always remember how you made them feel.

It's a great thing to make people happy.

Thinking of You

I'm thinking too much about you lately. I even think that I'll be able to write a song about you. Almost every night I think about you. I can't wait to see you, but in the same time I'm nervous too.

Results. WHEN will you come out??

Thanks!

Just thinking that I need to say thank you before I go to bed tonight.

Thank you for texting with me.

Thank you for the comments.

Thank you for chatting.

Sounds trivial, yet these simple things made me feel happy.

(Yeah I sound weird) :P

Talent Versus Chance

Have you ever wondered why certain people can achieve something huge at a very young age while you are still trapped doing ordinary things?

I have a cousin who stands 6 feet 2 and a half inches. Thinking about his height, I immediately imagined about basketball. Unfortunately, he doesn't even have a slight interest in playing basketball. With that height, I am pretty sure he can do a slam dunk. However, he gave me a great shock (and also a great laugh) when he said he's interested in golf.

Golf - in my place (or in any other places in the world, I believe) is something too high to reach. It's associated with socialites, and I'm tired of dreaming to become a professional golfer. That unrealistic dream has gone dead and buried when I was 14. The main reason: I didn't have the chance.

Chance plays a pretty significant role in determining one's destiny. Maybe it's just mere fate when people can achieve what the want, or perhaps it was talent which played a bigger role? Or was it luck? It's up to you to decide.

Let's move on to another situation. I have a friend who has long fingers, just perfect for playing guitar. Bad news: she isn't interested at all.

It's funny when we wish for something, and that something is not with us, but with somebody else who doesn't even care they have it. I'm starting to sound ungrateful. Oh no. Forgive me.

Nowadays people tend to send there children to various classes and in the end tell the whole world that their children are talented (I see that a lot in TV). Have you ever wondered, is that talent, or just chance? For me, it's chance. Or should I say luck? Everyone has special talents - and sometimes it's hard to discover what you're truly good at.

I can play guitar, but I'm not great in it. I can write, but there are a lot of people better than me. I play basketball and volleyball, but I never made it to championships. Perhaps I'm just a Jack of all trades, master to none.

Or maybe I haven't got the chance to shine yet.

To sum everything up, talent without chance is nothing. Talent with chance is something.

Now that was a serious post.

Did Something Useful

Finally, today I spent the whole evening by doing something useful. Right now I can feel the sense of tiredness, and not pure laziness like what has happened everyday ever since the holiday started.

Guess what? I tidied up some old books and it feels like I've been spending the whole day playing basketball.

I need some sleep.

The Guy in My Heart

OK. This does sound insane. Two consecutive entries containing the same word "guy". I don't care, it's my blog, I can write about whatever I want haha.

This isn't a Valentine's Day special post (if you thought it was). If you think that this isn't an important topic to be written by a 17 going on 18 year old, rethink! This was even in an essay question in SPM :P

So here it goes..
1. Not too handsome
2. Wears specs LOL just kidding
3. Believes in God
4. A family guy
5. Soft-spoken like Thai dudes in dramas XD
6. Skin tone equivalent to mine and NOT fairer
7. Has adequate sense of humour
8. Plays guitar? Most probably.
9. NOT too metrosexual like those k-pop dudes (no offense)
10. and has all those cliché, awesome characteristics such as sincere, loyal, and bla bla bla.

OK. OK..enough with all of this. I need to sleep.

p/s: I wasn't even serious when typing these out. Just for fun, fellas! XD

Don't Judge a Guy by His Film

The guy in the movie poster doesn't really look like him.

Recently I watched a movie titled "The Letter" and apparently I had a huge crush on the main actor. Although his looks may not be as stunning as other actors out there, I still consider it as decent, plus if you judge him through his character in the movie.

My favourite scene from the movie ^_^

If you watch the movie, I'm sure you'll also (at least) have a crush on his character - a bashful guy (yep, that made him look cute!) who in the end died. (That was a weird sentence, I know). He was a charming dude - he cooked and washed clothes for his wife, and was also portrayed as a loving and caring person. Comments from viewers on YouTube even stated that these kind of men do not even exist in this era. I partially agree with that statement.

Therefore, I went curious about this main actor. For the past few weeks I've been googling and YouTubing to know more about his other works. I found two MVs featuring him - well, not as a manly hero but rather a shy dude and an 'unimportant person' - yeah that was one of the song titles.

Here's a few opinions from people around me:
Leslie: "Wow! So rock!"
My sis: "He's old..."

Cute XD

I also found out that his character in another drama is such a loser soft-hearted man. His wife cheated on him in the drama. LOL (decided not to laugh).

But behold dear readers! Thou shalt not judge a guy by his movies and dramas. Leslie was right. He is rock. He's in fact a vocalist of a rock band!

The guy on the centre is him.

I can't believe I had a crush on a CORE ROCK dude! :P

Credits to respective video/picture owners. I photoscaped the images from various videos LOL!

Next time I'll talk about something serious, I promise.

Finally Enjoying the Holidays

After noticing that there's roughly one month to go before all of this relaxing ends, I'm finally feeling a sense of awesomeness for barely doing nothing. I'm starting to re-enjoy Facebook and YouTube hence minimising my time of thinking about the good ol' days. I've also thought of certain topics to be typed out on my blog soon. So to my dear readers (if there are any), stay tuned HAHA.

Major Blog Surgery

After changing the blog header two days ago, I think there are still a lot of things to be done after this. The main reason is to improve the looks of this blog. (Yeah although I haven't even tried to improve my own looks after SPM).

Let my tell another unrelated story here. I remember jokingly telling my friends that they won't even recognise me this March when we'll meet again for the results. The main reason - my looks will improve. Now that there's only one month to go, I finally realise what a fool I was. I am not improving in terms of looks, and I will perhaps not improve in such a short time.

Back to the blog. Created by an immature 15-year-old who had nothing to do after PMR. Filled with immature entries and unnecessary things, but at least things do improve. Blogging is like a slow process of learning. I must be lying if I said that I haven't learnt anything through blogging. I felt like a fool when I read my posts back in two years. I realised how much I grew up (although I never thought I was really growing up in terms of thoughts and attitude).

So now, I'm going to eliminate some unnecessary things at the sidebar, yet maintain those immature blog entries for the sake of keeping memories.

Perhaps it's going to be just a minor surgery.

My Original SPM Song: 30 Days

Ideas and inspiration flow during the weirdest time. When thrill, stress and anxiety conquers yourself, creativity blooms and blossoms.

OK, enough with the long intro. I've been beating around the bush too much lately. Here's the song:

30 Days (an SPM song)

Looking through the window
One Sunday evening
My calendar's full of crosses
and it carries a meaning

What's acceleration?
In Physics we can see
but just like Miss Kho says
hey, "Why don't you tell me?"

[Pre-chorus]
'Coz time is passing by so fast
and the day will come to me at last
In a matter of time, today will become the past...(1, 2, 3, 4!)

[Chorus]
I can't believe it's 30 days to go
My heart is pounding
and I wish that day will never show

And maybe 30 days is just too short
When everyday is spent by laughing and joking a lot
How can I forget the joy we got
in 30 days...


My reference books and papers
are lying on the floor
and I just start cramming
the moment once I close my door

In school you see me laughing
but just like you, I'm scared
One thing's for sure - I'm fighting
Till I can get so well-prepared

[Repeat pre-chorus and chorus]

[solo]

[Repeat chorus]

Trivia:

• I started writing this song on 24th October 2010 - exactly 30 days before SPM and completed it three days later.
• This is my second self-written song after "Thank You for the Day".
• I've never learnt music formally, so this song isn't so great :P
• Miss Kho in verse 2 is my EST teacher. She's awesome. And yep, that's a quote from her in the following line.
• There must be grammatical errors in the song. (Which I cannot detect so far).
• Over all I'm happy with this song. It's better than my first one and at least it rhymes :P

© 2010 Fee A. All rights reserved.
Any redistribution or reproduction of part or all of the contents in any form is prohibited. You may not distribute or exploit the content. Nor may you transmit it or store it in any other website or other form of electronic retrieval system. Don't say you wrote it, it isn't an awesome song after all.

In loving memory of SPM 2010. May my soul be a happy one when the results are released.

To Thai, or to not Thai

I used to blog a lot about Thai stuffs - from movies to music and artistes and many more movies and eh did I mention cute guys? After finding out that most of my blog visitors were random people who accidentally went here to view those posts, I got a slight chill up the spine. No, I was joking. It's not cool to think that my blog visitors were people who googled about something and found it here. I'd prefer friends coming here once in a while (or friendly stalkers would be great too).

However...when I think about it again, it's a blog after all. I blogged for someone to read. Eh, no. Keeping a blog is cool when you look back and read your old posts, laugh out loud when you notice all those grammatical/spelling errors, reminisce about all those past events you've typed out..

It's been a long time since I wrote about something related to Thai entertainment. Too much of it would make this an entertainment blog instead.

Verdict:
I cannot not write about Thai. I will continue mixing up all of those stuffs in my entries. Here comes the old meeeeee...

Time for an Update

After disappearing from the world of blogging, the blogger embarked on a remarkable journey of sleepness nights and excessive daytime sleepiness.

Blame facebook chat. Blame YouTube. Blame awesome night-time programmes on TV.
Blame cold mornings. Blame boring evenings.

The blogger would like to apologise to this blog because of the abandonment.

Was that brief enough?